Timothy: 4 billion Natalie: 1

My father has been a particular butthole lately. The other day he commented that he lives with 3 fat bitches, me, my sister, and my mom. So yesterday when he was sloppily piling leftovers in his mouth he commented that he liked my chicken. I responded with "Yeah, the fat bitch is good for something, isn't she?" He was literally speechless. Timothy: 4 billion, Natalie: 1. I did the victory dance when I got to my room =].

Yesterday I made some lovely cheddar dill cornbread and I've been snacking on it like it's going out of style. I just had some warmed up mashed potatoes and a piece of cold cornbread for lunch, which was very tasty.

Today, I plan on searching for a job, and a couch. Since Renee moved out of my room, it seems empty. It just doesn't have enough stuff in it. It was not a room meant for one person. So I figured, I have room for a couch, and it would provide somewhere to sit besides my bed, and a rickety computer chair when I have friends over.

Button had a major freakout last night because school and work leave her with no time to do homework. But she can't really cut down on hours at work, she just bought a new car. I guess that might have been a bad decision. She's going to be pulling a lot of all-nighters. Button is Emily, by the way. That's her nickname.

I got in touch with Liz last night to see if she wanted to hang out this weekend since we really haven't hung out since she moved into her dorm. She's loving life as far as I can tell, but then again she pretty much always does.

And what can I say about me? I'm still pretty much a shut-in. I really don't get out. The Stark County fair is coming in the next week or so, and I'm hoping to get out and do that to try and combat my fear of crowds and strange people. I haven't been to the fair in a couple years because of my fear of crowds, so hopefully this is a step towards recovery.

Yesterday was the 1-week mark of when I dropped out of school. I can't believe I let my anxiesties get the better of me.