Yesterday I went to the Stark County Fair with Em. I haven't gone in like 2 years because of my anxiety. But yesterday I went and me and Em spent an hour there, and I petted animals and had fun =]. I even managed to eat a corn dog, and I'm not so good with eating in public. The key was going during the day. Everything was visible and it wasn't too crowded. I would post pictures, but seriously, I only got pictures of chickens and pumpkins and they were taken on my phone. I don't know what I was thinking.
I've decided I'm buying a futon for my room. I'm the only person I know that has a network of people that tell them they don't have enough reckless fun with their money. My mom and my sister were like Jeez if you want a futon, get one! Spend some money for once! Live a little! So as soon as I can find some time to borrow a truck, I'm going to get one. So there.
My job search is kinda on hold. I'm afraid getting a job will just play up my anxieties.
Maybe I just need to grow the fuck up and do it.
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